I am now enrolled for Principles of Chemistry this semester and i have a strong feeling its going to kick my ass. but i have to take it along with another math class this year before September so i can apply to the RN program. We'll see how it goes. Im really hoping for a B but i would be ok with a C too.

 Im still with Nick. Things are going good. They were a little rocky for a day or two, but doing ok. Ive realized i need to just have a good time with relationships and not get so attached so quickly. Thats when everything starts to go all stupid.And thats why it hurts so much when they dont work out. But if you just have a good time and it doesnt work out, it doesnt hurt near as much and its just another lesson learned. its all about having a good time with someone and if it goes further...well...it happends. but dont think about it right?

Gonna look for CNA jobs tomorrow. man im tellin ya, great clips is not cutting it. So i will probably have a new job within the next week...hopefully. I hear there is a high demand for cna's too.

Hope everyone is doing well....

Yeah its been a while.. Took my state exam for the CNA a couple of days ago. Im kinda pissed tho cuz i wont find out how i did for like another 4 weeks. And i cant get a job with out being certified by the state. So just kinda waitin on that. Not much else goin on. been workin...hanging out with Nick quite a bit. He is such an awesome guy.

Hope everyone is doing ok, havent seen alot of you in a while. Normally i would usually see you guys at stevens partys on the weekends but i made the decision not to go over there anymore, at least for quite a while. I thought it would get easier being there but it actually got alot  harder.I toughed it out for a little while tho. i definatley miss everyone.

Im gettin my wisdom teeth taken out on Friday. What a great weekend this is gonna be (sensing my sarcasim?). I cant smoke or drink alcohol for a while afterwards. Its gonna suck. But Nick and i are going out Thursday night so i can drink since i wont be able to this weekend and probably the rest of next week. Gotta make the best of it...

Can you believe only 24 more days til Christmas??? Thats crazy..this year has gone by so freakin fast.

Alright, im going to bed...have to be up early....

Just been hangin out... This weekend was pretty cool. Friday i went and saw the new Johnny Cash movie with Nick. It was awesome. I really liked it. Then Saturday i went to Cyotes in Lawernce with my friends Raylene and Emily. I almost got arrested tho. k, so this is what happend... We were just dancin out on the floor, beers in hand of course, and this cop comes up to us and is like " i need to see your id's". So we gave em to him. He handed me mine back and said i was cool, but he was tryin to say Raylenes was fake. He said it was a bad id and that he was gonna have to take it and that she couldnt drink anymore. I went up to him and i was like " why dont you just fuckin call it in" he said "miss this doesnt concern you". I said bull shit it doesnt, ive known this girl for 9 years. I kept tellin him to call it in and how he was gonna feel stupid when he did cuz she was 21. he was like "ma'am you better step back cuz your about to get arrested for interferrence". Such bullshit. Eventually he called it in only because we told him we wanted his name. the bar felt so bad about it, our drinks were on them for the rest of the night. Hell yeah!!I was so pissed tho. Then sunday i had to work and left work early cuz i was feeling like ass. Went to the doctor monday and am doing much better today .

k so let me tell you that Nick is like the sweetest guy ever! he is such a great guy. and we have so much fun together. We are supposed to go walk around the plaza later this week and go to some museums cuz he lives like 2 min away from there.on the weekend of the 10th i get to go watch him play with a band in witchita. He is AWESOME at the guitar and has a great voice. Thats the most sexy thing when a guy can play guitar and sing. He plays drums too!! k,  sorry for talking abot him so much, leave me a comment...or somethin...

Who's a CNA??? um... that would be me!! Yesterday was my last day of class! I even got a little certificate and everything. I just have to take the state test on the 28th and then im completely set. I gonna miss the class cuz the people were really cool. I made a few friends in it, considering it was a class of all girls and one guy. But its whatever.....

So i went out on a date last night and had a GREAT time. His name is Nick. We went to Johnnys Tavern for a few drinks and some food and then went to guitar center (awesome place by the way)so he could get some strings and then went back to his place and watched Fallen. Pretty good movie. A little twisted tho. But i had such a good time. I definately needed it. And hes a really sweet guy...so we'll just see what happends. The only problem is we work together, but that wont be going on for much longer....

Ready for the weekend although its pretty much booked up already. Movies tonight (second date )- then gonna try to make it over to stevens to see everyone for a little while if they are there. Then Saturday, going to Cyotes in Lawerence, work sunday and after work gonna go to Jasons gym .

k, i think thats a good enough update for now... later